Inside My World

I wonder if I’m just like the rest…

Sometimes I’d be so consumed thinking if I’m "normal" relative to the rest of the Homo sapiens race…

I definitely am not an ALIEN! That I’m really, really sure of!

But sometimes- I really mean, most of the time, lately- I’m beginning to think I just might be really different from the rest- queer, eccentric, however you may call it. Am I really different? Or am I just one of the rest of us?

Ok, I know I’m beginning to sound too quirky here, vague even. But when your mind is preoccupied with nothing as I do now (in other words, "TAMBAY"), it becomes the time when your brain becomes erumpent with a gamut of things you can’t think clearly at all! You know what I mean?

Ahh, LIFE!… I’ve had too much realizations about it I don’t think I can handle anything more. At the moment at least.

I need to breathe. I need to take a break. Or should I say, I REALLY NEED A BREAK!

Wouldn’t it be tempting to not think at all sometimes?

I wonder how it would be like…